the most scared things and my life is miserable right now :(

the most thing that we scared is failure and been hurt or being left by someone that we love . am i right peeps ? for me, that is the most thing that i really scared for in my life. and now, i feel it what i really scared 4 in my life in one time at right now . and, untill right now, i cant accept that he already gone and stay away from me . and lately niey, my life is so miserable. really miserable. and messed up .